i want a baby

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mop

frlkihwa;fe damn blog

i'd go crazy if i cant get next to you

ahh, the joy of spreading teen pop

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SmrtASSPlaynDumb: cuz you looked kinda down today... everyone needs a little cheezy stevie once in a while




aww! warm-fuzzy my heart why doncha!

94 in dramatic lit! pretty groovy huh?

ohhh i need holding

MalikxXrun (i spent 9 months in the womb with him) i love him.

oh god i want to be 5 again. i was softer then. i planted a garden.

because youre those kinds of people that are really likable and cool but doesnt really seem that way but you are, you really are, even more so. (i hate not being able to articulate meself) dunno its like something you carry that makes you fabuluos. ahh dont you hate me after i just said all this



i felt sad after i talked to my dad, but this took my mind off it for a little bit and made me feel good. that really means alot to me.

I miss Grandma Whitney; I hope she reads this.

saliva - "always"
dispatch - "carry you"
wild cherry - "play that funky music white boy"
jump 5 - "spinnin' around"
freestyle fellowship - "shammy"
paul simon - "darling lorraine"
hullabahoos - "galileo"

that's my shower playlist. told you my taste can be eclectic *grin*

i dont think meg ryan's character did a decent job of describing how a Pear tastes to nicholas cage in "city of angels" (i decided to go for quotes this time). she said something to the extent of it tasting like "mealy sandy sugar that dissolves in your mouth". I think its much more rounded than that. I think the pear feels like the sugar has already begun to dissolve on your tongue. and the flavor is so much more complex than sugar. have you ever tasted a spoonful of sugar, meg? what did it taste like? yeah. sugar. just plain sugar. have you ever eaten carmel though? carmel, meg? carmel is complex sugar, practically nurtured and cultivated into its complexity. the sugar in a Pear is so much richer and more subtle than just sugar. when i was in paris, peter ordered a burger made with horse meat, and i had a bite. it tasted just like beef, only a little gamier. thats kind of the comparison i would make of a pear to an apple, but only in the fruit sense. hehe. only in the fruit sense. i need to put that phrase to every day use. ANYWAY, i would say a pear tastes like a gamier (if you will) version of an apple, with a gentler back-of-the-tongue complexsweetnes to it. eat your heart out nick cage.

great subtle chord progression right here...

what is this beautiful beautiful woman settling for


-ani difranco, 1:35 into "Fixing her Hair"
(i cant decide if i like it better with or without quotes)

i just thought about piling into the back seat of a taxi cab over chamber choir tour. there were 6 of us, i think. what laughter.


i like my blue eyes. i look like a little girl.

oh how hard we try to be disinterested. i wish i were hiding under parco's bed. i feel like that would be a safe place to be. i wish kevin would come home from skiing. i still have laura's eye-pencil.


i want it to pour buckets. now? please?


im going out to dinner with mom and connie, and then off to murial's wedding, if indeed that is how you spell it. fabulous flick. please use both hands. rice pudding, if you will.

directions:


want me
let me know
say goodbye even if you can't find me
wish for the rest of my life
want me to know what you're doing for the rest of yours