"As I went down in the river to pray"
I was trying to hide at first but then I leaned my head back. Then I compared. I most likely wouldn't have if they were better, but they weren't. So I compared. Its not as thought it's a community I want to be a part of, or perhaps it is. Maybe it's just Peter. Too many faces. And me too self conscious. Then the nod through the dark. I felt that meet. The nod which I thought said so much more than that damn giddy smile (I hate that smile). Oh dear god I know. Nice ring. Oh hunny, oh god,
Swim up.

I am that ship. I am that harbor. At least I'm supposed to be.

I LOVE MARY ANN (my sister/niece) SO SO SO MUCH!

Prayer is the greatest
swiftest
ship my heart could sail upon.

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Today in chamber choir we made gingerbread houses!! Except not out of gingerbread...we made them out of graham crackers. It was so much fun and so crazy and then I became a terrorist and bombed other people's gingerbread houses with big almond m&m's and Stephanie and Jackie lunged to protect their sugar-based dwelling. It was lovely. And the rain outside...my god. There was one point during choir today where I turned away from the "gingerbread" and the candy and the people and the little mermaid soundtrack and just looked outside towards the rain. I almost started to cry because I was so happy. It was perfect. That dark rich sky and the sugar-rushed laughter behind me, I am so blessed. That was all I could think.

winter has a fever and she's knocking from my brain

125lbs after christmas. i'll promise me that.

you know what i like? the crunch of sugar in my mouth. i think it would be the same if it weren't sweet though, i think it could just be a strange craving for granuals in my mouth that dont dissolve instantly (yes, i've tried and abandoned pixie sticks). perhaps i should try sand. this is so weird; i really want to swallow sand. eww. yes, the blond is a freak.

Fiona Apple - Paper Bag

WE'RE GETTING A CHRISTMAS TREE TONIGHT! anyone wanna come? decorate? lights? sophia wrangling?